#128: Life And Death

I ended up spending all day with the lads, watching Netflix, and drinking smoothies. I couldn't go out in the end, because I had none of the things I had brought, with me. It was all at Liane's, and I was unable to collect it, as she was not answering her phone. The reason for that, I later found put, was because her dad had died.

Words can not even begin to describe the agony one must go through when they lose a loved one. I am lucky enough to have never experienced the stealth of death. The feeling of someone being physically ripped away from you, and life itself. Trying their best to hold on, but once it's your time, their's nothing that can be done.

I suppose that's why most of us free spirits live by the rules of no rules at all. Living each day as if its our last, grabbing the bull by the horns and diving head first. Living a life with no regrets, and simply just learning from our mistakes.

I've been thinking a lot about the way I want my life to go, at the moment. I want to live in Bristol, and I want to work in music. Those are two things I decided long ago, but I still don't know how exactly to get them.

I took a walk around the corner of the place I was staying at, and found some beautiful sights. An area full of market stalls, coffee shops and cafes. I need to be here.